Praying with Drums

This morning, I woke to the sound of drums, and knew immediately that it was James. For two weeks now, James has asked the village staff if he could borrow the late Dr. Sebi's drums. So this felt like a long time come coming, since one day can easily feel like one week, especially if you're experiencing 10/10 pain during some moments of the day.

It was the most in-body/ with Spirit i've seen James in a while. Prior to oral cancer, James was one of the most energetic, positive, and giving human beings i had ever met. He still is, just with 10/10 pain. Anyone who has ever experienced physical pain, to any degree, knows that positivity and kindness can easily slip out the back door. Although through my observation, James has not lost touch of Spirit, his presence has definitely wilted. So, hearing, seeing, feeling, James drum this morning was incredibly uplifting. 

James also spoke about how drumming is prayer to him. When i came back to check him in the afternoon to get some video diary time in, i asked him if he wanted to bring the drums. My ama documenter self wanted to get some shots of him playing. He gave me a solid "no" and because they weren't "calling" him. Drumming is a sacred activity. Got it. 

Additionally, witnessing James and Megumi playing together was heartwarming. Megumi has been incredibly supportive, patient, and present. She's the one making sure everyone has what they need, understands the logistics, and sees the details. To see them engaging in something enjoyable and loose like that reverberated my affection for them. 

During the rest of my time here, i hope to see more people join in/enjoy James' drumming. Playing with him today, i almost cried... the connection of my heartbeat with the rhythm, the trust in my spirit to guide my hands, the dedication of the whole self to be present... an activity of fun that him and i shared. i held down the beat as he wove in and out, creating one and dynamic. We played for what felt like 30 minutes, although i think it was somewhere between 5 and 10. A form of meditation for sure. 

Drumming today continued to affirm the healing power of music. Whether that be through our own individual, solitary enjoyment, or in union with others. To make sounds that resonate with our deepest selves. To play with devotion. Yes, this is healing. 

Below are screen shots from the video recording of the drumming/prayer in the morning.